Saturday, August 29, 2009

the time travelers wife

it was a good movie. i was crying when henry the main character died even though it was obvious he was gonna die. it was so nice when the older version of the daughter went back in time to tell the younger version of herself that she needs to be ready for her daddy to die when she was five. time traveling is so mah fan, especially when you see someone close to you die multiple times. it was so sad when the wife had miscarriages so many times cuz the baby was time traveling out of her womb =( but it was funny when she cheated on him with the youger version of himself. i went to see it with sze then we went to davids place. his mom kept asking me alot of questions but i guess thats how azn parents are. i really like his roof, its so comfortable just sitting there and relaxing. i could literally fall asleep there. too bad it was cloudy, coulda seen some stars if it wasn't.

again, today is one of those days where i realize many things. when i get too close to someone i end up getting pushed away and away further. is it really that hard being close friends? i realized it the hard way...maybe i wish for my own happiness too often. i want other people to be happy too, even if it means getting pushed away, getting avoided...i knew it before he said it, i just couldn't get myself to believe it. it was so obvious out there too, i needed to hear it. but i've already let go. there's no need to know more about it or to bring it up again....

i just wish i can go to church tomorrow...

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