i'd do anything for him

it's true that i'd do anything for him. anything that he asks of i would do it with all i have. like today he asked me to make something for him and i finished it in a few hours, thats the power of liking someone. today we talked like we usually do. i guess teh whole time i been thinking too much. i hope he wears it tomorrow >.< i wanted to give him a heart too but he rejected it. maybe that was too much. i like him so much. even though there were people that asked me to make stuff for them before he asked i made his request before anyone elses. i really really do like him alot. i won't ever tell him tho. just being like how it was today is all i'll ever ask for.

reading his blog makes me just wonder how he thinks inside his head. the thoughts on his blog are just so sad and deepening like how i think. as i walk in the rain it blends in with my tears. i really want to talk to him whenever i read one of his blogs but i know he won't accept me. he said theres someone thats bringing him down...i wonder who that person is. what i really just want to do is to spend time with him. whether it be with nelson handballing on saturdays or just talking during sdc, i really enjoy it.