awkwardness

its getting harder and harder to talk to him...
does he know? dai low knows about it...i dont want so many to know...

second day of SDC!!
its been great. i have first graders, tim elaine and nic are my teachers. we get along pretty well but it seems like tim is the main teacher doing most of the stuff. its kinda weird working for him cuz i think i might slack off so i gotta watch out for that. the kids are cutee but we can't play with them like with the kindegarteners =( he is doing another grade. i didnt want to be so close with him all the time. especially when ppl start knowing who he is. the kids get nap time so thats like another break for me. everything is going well except....

i am afraid that he knows. i'm afraid of what he'll think of me.