trying my best =)

i'm trying my best for everything. i answered a total of 8 questions on Tao's test today. i hope i did better. my french teacher is giving me more time on the test monday which is also good =) had an awesome time at Bible study and of course seeing some people just make my day. i had to go shopping with the girls for the show friday but i left early. i wasn't really in the mood for shopping cuz i just wanted to be at Bible study and hanging out. i left after being in Wet Seal... the shorts there were mad short. i felt so naked in them >.< we def couldn't wear them while dancing. they might not even let us go on stage wearing that lol i ended up only getting the colored shirts and they got the vests already. i needa get that too. although i really don't wanna waste my money getting a vest that i will hardly wear... and we still needa get good bottoms. def not skinny jeans cuz its gonna be mad hot so we needa find better shorts!! practice tomorrow at christina's place and joyce's party...i needa get them a present...

tomorrow ima be so busy!!! got museum to go, Tim's quaterfinal, dance practice, and Joyce's party!!! i gotta find something nice to wear too!! so busy ahhh. the museum and Tim's game is at the SAME TIME!! they're both at 12 T_T i dunno which to go to... most likely Tim's game cuz it's quaterfinals. they're playing seed 4 Walton, i wanna see them win! and i can always get answers from people with the project ;]

i said i won't talk about him that much but this won't be much. Jealousy is bad. i shouldn't any thoughts of that kind!! i'm so observant of what he does. i stare at him sometimes and sometimes i think he sees me just looking into his eyes. there are people that he's probably known wayyy longer so there's no reason to have jealousy. i feel like i do have this click with him. i wait for him because he's worth it. he's someone that i like very much but i don't want him to know. i love how he treats me so nice even though its just a sister thing. i feel so warm in my heart as i write about him =) i'm just wishing that tomorrow's plans will go well nd he will be with me the whole time. i enjoy my time with him. i want them to go as slow as possible and never end.


sometimes i hope for so much more that was never there and may never be there...