it all went to waste

all the hard work i put in doing the dance just went to waste. now no matter how much i wanna do it, i can't. i knew the dance nd everything. just cuz i couldn't go yesterday. they don't even understand how hard it was for me to juggle handball and dance. i had to give up handball practice so many times for dance and they are saying that i'd rather ditch practice for a picture? they don't understand at all and its been so far already. maybe it's that i don't understand them too....but i've gone so far already. the show is friday. im out...and there's nothing i can do anymore.