happy birthday xin ru

i felt mad down yesterday but today i'm better. it's xin ru's birthday today!! i baked her a cake and i made one for cana also. i gotta go hb today then to churchh. i got my track jacket yesterday too! everyone on the team has one. we gotta take the official team picture today so everyone gotta have their uniforms. nothingmuch gong on now but i'm waiting for mr. losey to grade my very crappy project....

ahhh im thinking about him again. i'm not up to the stage where i'm all over him but it's just a crush but i know i'm at the point where i'm concerned of how he looks at me. i'm always wondering what he thinks of me. i know for sure that he isnt't thinking of liking someone yet tho. i shouldn't be thinking of this either but i guess this is what a high school crush is right? i'm gonna see him later after i leave hb. i hope i don't show up to bible study late tho >.<