answered

well i got my answer today. he doesnt read blogs. i wasn't hoping for him to have read it cuz it woulda been akward. im working on the global paper... i just been thinking so much lately. a lot of things have been happening. some of them are jus too hard to deal with. i jus wanna give up on life sometimes. at least then i will be in Heaven with God. where my happiness will always be.