stressful month coming

may is gonna be one stressful month...
Mondays-handball/dance
Tuesdays-dance? practice for Jesus Day
Wednesdays- handball/dance, youth corner
Thursdays- handball/dance
Fridays- dance, bible study.

May 9th, Parent Appreciation day
May 16th, Natural History Museum
May 22nd, Culture show
June 3rd, Jesus Day

i could tell today that Hoffy was getting kind of mad that we weren't going to games or practice and he never sees us. i need to know how to manage everything better. i shouldn't have taken up so many things when i can't handle them...culture show, Jesus day, handball, and church. i really want to let go of one thing except for church but its too late to do that without causing trouble for other people. =T this is so stressful! i dont even know how to deal with everything! i hope it rains on some days so i dont need to go to handball but it's so selfish saying that. i really shouldn't have taken up so many things to do. i know for a fact i can get homework and everything done but all these other things i need to do are making me so stressful. i kinda dont' want to be in jesus day now but they need me so they can get 605 to practice and i don't know if they can go without me. i really don't know how to work everything out. handball i have been putting aside and they have been noticing so i really dont want to have a bad impression. dance i really want to do it but they have random practice days and i been cutting back on that too. im not gonna have a social life for a while...i'm really thinking of going to handball on friday but its bible study! i don't want to give up that cuz i learn so much at bible study. i don't think i'll be going to seekers for a while, maybe after this month i'll go and after everything is done. Jesus day and Culture show will be done by the beginning of june then things will calm down a bit. but right now i needa plan thing out so i don't get too stressed. i hope everything works out..