finally break

yo its finally break!!! i went to the lights out dance today and pretty crazy stuff i saw happen. ehmms vikii and her dancing... well nyways i rejected every guy that wanted to dance with me ;D lol hard to get? thats what they would think but i really didnt want to dance with random guys like that. i only went there for one reason... but i had fun dancing with vikii and jenny. i really dont like the pic that went on fb cuz thats not even me...i'm never like that but today was just a dance and i went crazy dancing with my girls. stupid simon was there D: i dont want to get viewed as a person that does things like that cuz i dont! never again will i go to a dance unless i have guys with me.
other then that crazy stuff i went to youth corner and everything went fine. i came home and wanted to talk to my mom about 30 hour famine and shes like i can't go now. before she said i can go too!! D: im getting really pissed about it too. i really wanna do this cuz i raised 200 dollars already. i worked so hard on this and i don't plan on giving up so easily. i will convince them somehow. God has it all planned out.
maybe today is just a really bad day for me cuz plans for tomorrow arent working out that well. not much people are going tomorrow for ice skating and i still gotta go cuz i got a few people going but i dont want this to be a waste of money. i really wanna skate and learn more stuff. like i learned a few things last time but i think i forgot it all already. =T felix wanted it to be a cana thing but people are busy tomorrow so hopefully when we plan something sunday it can work out. i dont mind going ice skating so much =) i just gotta saveeeeeee moneyy! i dont have that much money on me =[ and i gotta go bowling next week and jersey gardens. T_T maybe tomorrow artur can pay for me for something like skate rental? i need a job so badly right now. i plan so many things during break....maybe i shouldnt go jersey gardens cuz the tickets to go are 4 then coming back is 4 and i might get stuff there too. ughh i gotta stop planning so much. bowling is prob gonna be 10 and a few dollars for food. then again next week ice skating will be another 20... aiyah im running out of money!!! help!