finally playing handball again.

to kick off this week there was common time!! yays. i'm not really in the odd for anything though. just waiting for thursday to come =T i finally played hb today after a superr long time. like 3 or more months. thats pretty long. but i was happy that i got my basics down like power and serves. i beat david 11-3 i think and Ricky 28-27. ricky's game was pretty close and we deuce 3 times before i finally got ricky. intense game there. i'm so lost in my classes x.x i needa study for math T_T i got a math quiz tomorrow and i barely understand the stuff. this is really bad! i needa memorize the formulas!! and ctap i didn't finish my drawing that was due last week but i got an extension. crap this is bad but i really don't have the motivation. =/

i feel as if i'm living everyday waiting for something the next day. life seems just so weird for me now. like i'm waiting for thursday cuz thats the day i actually have something planned to do and i can finally let out some stuff. ughhh life is really sucking for me now. i'm always tired and i never get sleep cuz it's so hard to sleep at night. i need coffee but at the same time it's coffee thats killing my sleep. i pray to God for rest and He gave me rest last night for a bit but i still cant seem to get my regular sleeping schedule back. high school is suppose to be the time where i enjoy hanging out with friends daily but all i do during the week is lock myself in barnes and nobles to study for stuff that i still can't seem to remember. it's one of those things i think of....