100th baptism

i truly felt God's calling today during the baptism. i felt God right there next to me and telling me it'll be alright cuz He'll put me up there one day. it's the first time outta the 3 baptisms that i been to that i felt so emotional. i was tearing tears of joy to see my friends get baptized. i felt so happy and even though i felt sad in the beginning it went away cuz i know God has a plan for me. i will wait because i want my parents blessings. i love them and i don't want to disobey them. i'm sure there will be a day that they will accept me for who i am and what i've become. i have hope that one day i will be baptized in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.