last day being a freshie

freshman year has gone by just so fast. i can't believe that its' over already. i'm kinda gonna miss my cluster. just a bit. it's that every person make the cluster fun...watson the butthead, steven teh nerd, richie the annoying one, richard that weirdo and robert.. hahas. everyone just makes part of the cluster fun! this morning mrs. lau was just like a person daniel yu? supposedly goes to ocm and treats me like a sister? i dont think i know a daniel yu thats a sophmore right now...but i was even nice to her today. i'm really gonna miss it. i hope i have a few of these idiots in my classes next year! the day went by so fast!! i had an hour lunch ;D and i snuck into tim's lunch period for the last time ='( im gonna miss it. sneaking in there everytime i have DDP. and there was a food fight today! all the doings of the seniors hahas. i got hit in the face with sauce D: my eye started tearing but i was fine. we were sitting right in the middle when it started...easiest place to be hit by something. then there was some kids that started chanting juanita, Juanita, JUANITA! so funny and she was right there! i managed to get a group pic in french but the cluster refused to take a group pic D: arghhh i really wanted one!! but they day went by too fast...im gonna miss them for sure. summer is just around teh corner ;D

i been having bad nights but dai low is always there to help me out. i'm grateful to have a dai low like him of course. but he's leaving this year. he's having prom tomorrow also. i hope he has fun. then again i hope nothing bad happens tomorrow night either...i won't have my dai low to talk to. this morning i caught him on the train and it was our last train ride to school together. im gonna miss it.

im OD worried about my geometry regents tomorrow...i shouldnt even be blogging but i wanted to take a break. i needed a break. i been OD studying the past week or 2. im just so nervous.

i found my old pocket knife. it looked very tempting...

Power of a Praying Teen.~ i love this book. it's really amazing, it relates to my life so much and it helps a lot. im taking alot of notes on it too. so when i return the book to rocky i still have something to look over. like everybody makes mistakes and it helps us grow...i needed to read that. i been making so many mistakes and i haven't beeen able to get over my past and what i did. i feel as if God would hate me for doing it but He loved us first. God loves so we can love. i'm slowly growing in my walk with the King.