离家出走

有时候我真的想离家出走。我还记得这个歌janice-离家出走，可是那个时候我没有想过有离家出走。我想了又想。。。
大哥看到我很不开心。我不想他担心。我不想再烦他。
每一次我有事，我会打给他。我知道他会说我不是烦他因为我是他的妹妹，但是我自己觉得我烦他。我不可以再麻烦他。

alot has happened within the past few days. i been getting alot of people worried especially my dai low. im really sorry... i ran out when felix was trying to get me to eat lunch with them...i ran away from everyone...im really sorry. im really sorry for getting everyone worried on sunday....
i really appreciate my dai low always being there for me for so long. but i gotta learn to rely on myself. i dont wanna keep bothering him and he isnt always gonna be there for me after all he's going to college...