so today is finally the day my dai low graduates. tech'09 so fineee. lol that was on his status. im so glad he's so happy!! he must feel old hahas. but i feel kinda sad. im gonna miss him in school next year even though i still see him at church it won't be the same. it's like theres such a big difference between cana and zion. and things haven't been going well with my bear. it's like we're so distant now...i couldnt find much stuff to do the past few days. i feel so lonely sometimes. church just fills up my time and makes me happpy. ii can't wait for school tomorrow...i can't believe im saying it but at school i can see my friends and it makes me happy just seeing them. im really gonna miss my dai low. i can't wait for the graduation party we have in church. july 26. i'll remember that date.
i think i've decided on one thing though. i will tell my bear at summer conference my feelings. and maybe i should tell dai low too...but he'll kill me =.= he said no boys in hs or he'll kill me. but im unsure whether to hint to him how i feel so he can think about it when he's in SD. i might be rushing things but i've never liked a guy for so long without them knowing. especially a clueless guy like him. i was thinking of writing a note to him. and slipping it to him right before he leaves friday. i know dai low won't be there tomorrow for bible study. his prom date's birthday is tomorrow. i should ask xinru for advice. i really don't know whether to tell him or not. i have this urge in my heart to tell him! it's been 3 months since i've had this crush.
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