why am i doing this?

i really wonder why i'm making another blog here while i have one for wordpress already... maybe cuz wordpress has my personal sad feelings =[ but i guess here will be my happy happy times and i hope there will be alot since i'm on the hb team and season is right around the corner. the position games are on friday and im so scared! i really want to be a starter but i know im gonna have to try really hard. school is a drag as usual [quelle galore]. got that from french. im actually learning somthing! maybe cuz i got motivation from hb. i cant fail a class and i cant cut...not that i would. and i've been watching the guys play, and i guess the only 2 people i respect would be andy and watson[the only 2 i know xD] well one reason they play awesome! and watson i hate personally cuz he's so mean to me in class D= but his hb skills are awesome so i really respect him for that. and andy he is really great, even his left is awesome. and the girls, they are pretty good but i can beat a few sophmores in doubles. i dont know about singles so im pretty scared for friday. and i got mucho hw for tomorrow so i guess i'll update when the results are in... at least i get a break tomorrow and i have seekers& youth corner. then theres wanting to be a student leader. its taking a big step. until later...i should be doing homework =[