I've just only realized how far away i am from the ones i love. I've been so busy lately i never get a chance to hang out with the ones i love. I'm sorry Erica i haven't been able to hang out with you and lots other people. i know to someone their problem may be the worst of the worst but there are people in the world that can far worse then what happened to you. I'm just trying to look on the bright side of everything. i don't want to keep asking God for answers to everything. i just want Him to show me the way of finding my answers.
I've been having such bad days recently...the last person i hang on to is drifting away slowly. am i a bad person? people pray for me everyday yet i don't. how did i get her to feel that i don't think of her as a friend. just hearing that makes me cry from my heart. for real. im trying to hold back my tears as i think this. it took us years to build up trust and it can get destroyed in seconds. this is really the first time her words made me feel so sad to just want to cry. maybe i just need to sleep it off and to forget this sadness.
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