life is so fragile

i've realized how fragile life is. there has been 2 deaths this school year already and both of the deaths i have friends that know the person. over the weekend there has been the death of someone by the name of Nik that my friend knows. my friend has been so sad because of his death and it's hurtful to see friends sad like that. even though i have not seen someone really close to me die yet [i really dont want to] you realize how fragile life is. it's so easy to be sad. i've been thinking alot of how sadness comes so easily but it only comes if you allow it. i did not allow my sadness to take over me. i will comfort those that are sad cuz thats what friends are for. im glad to see that my friend isnt sad about the persons death anymore. at least thats wat he told me. i hope he really isnt sad over it anymore. although you can feel sorrow over a death you cannot mourn over it forever. one day you will move on and i hope my friend knows that.
other then the sad stuff that happened today, tomorrow is my tao test. yay.... and it sucked that my seat got moved in french again..i just got used to sitting there D= and its so funny having andy there xD he's so random sometimes, but i think atif is gonna be sitting near me T_T i'd rather have andy then atif =[ i been spacing out alot in class too. getting it from andy. i gotta do well! God is looking at me so i gotta do my best for Him and for my parents trust. i really wanna go to 30 hour famine. althought my parents still dont understand the true meaning of it i really wanna stay there overnight. i hope God's plan for me will go well.