madd gong faw

im so not gonna get to sleep tonight T_T one month of school and i got madd hw already and my binder is already full. =(

it was funn at youth corner. at first we were chilling downstairs cuz Rocky wasn't there so there was no one looking after us. we were down there for a good hour with steve watching us on the camera but he didn't kick us out cuz we weren't doing anything bad and canceling youth corner was last minute. i heard boaz saw them down there before too. then barnes came down and he called steve and managed to get us to the 6th floor till 5:30. he was watching us and we left a bit before 5:30. it was so much funnn. there was actually people that saw the sign and left LOL they didnt call any of us. if they did then we coulda told them where to go. i was stuck downstairs for 10 mins cuz i didnt bring my phone with me and the elevator was locked. =( poor me then afterwards we were loitering in front of church and stella came! i love her car lol madd funn today :D and i got a ipod charger :]

mahjong!

i love playing mahjong now!! i was playing it the whole time while i was at jeremy's place. i didnt really want to play video games =T i wanted justin to play so he can whip out his super mahjong skills! LOL he's madd good. sam hui and jonathan aren't as great and i kept verbally abusing them xD and making fun of them although im not the greatest myself. haha it was super fun today and lunch was so worth it at chinese food place. i spent only $5.25 and the later a dollar on crybabys :] they're so addicting and i haven't eaten them in agesss! i gotta do hw! havent started yet >.<

happy birthday erica lei <3 my bestie since i've known her and forever will be.

partyyyahhh

went to erica's place to chill today for her birthday. her birthdays on monday but we went to hang out at her place. jeremy gave me his mini guitar but sarah broke a string when was tuning it. =( o well gonna get it fixed tomrrow hopefully. i just noticed today how far away im from my friends. i used to be madd tight with adriel, matthaeus, yilla joyce sarah and erica but now i feel so far from them. it's all my fault for never chilling with them though. i put all of my time to going to church and hanging out with church friends i seem to have left them out.....i gotta start hanging with them more often, i dont wanna lose them cuz they're important to me.

making my way downtown walking past through the crowd

thursday
making my way downtown walking past through the crowdddd.....with kingston ;D
we went together to give in video workshop forms then walked down lexington ave from 92st to 50s by king's school. he wanted to go to gap to get v neck shirts lol they look goood tho x]
well before i went with him there was a protest at school. the Westboro Baptist Church came to tech because we were so diverse and they were hating. my shirt was crazily full of stickers saying LOVE DON'T HATE! and gay people are HOT! yeppp i was a supporter because i hated the fact that they hate everyone and held up signs saying God hates you. they misinterpret the Bible ike crazyyyy...
friday :] bible study was funnn me <3 guitaring!
felix ngo gave me a call from Syracuse lol mad random. he's telling me to watch FAME II, the movie about Laguardia. i'll find time to watch that.

cleaning; scrubing up the rooms

the floors of 602 and 605 were so clean after we cleaned them. even when we went back in there to play, we took off our shoes and played in socks or bare feet. thats how clean it was and we didnt even want it to get dirty again. it was mad nicee! i even got the dirtiest corners!

making the floors clean is like what God does to our hearts, He scrubs our hearts clean of our sins and all the dirty stuff. the one thing thats different is though, we can make the floors dirty again because we're there so much of our times, then we gotta clean it again. but God never never puts sin in our hearts again even though he's there 24/7.

vball tryouts..

i failed...
i was so disappointed in myself. i put such high hopes up in getting on the team, and i didn't. it's like that old saying the higher hopes you have, the more disappointment... i can't believe i did so bad. i didn't know how to spike. the only thing i think i messed up on... wtheck. i know God didnt let me make it for a reason, maybe cuz i won't be able to manage everything. maybe it's the best for me. but i still feel the sadness inside of me.

guitaring

i love guitaring now. it gives me the peacefulness a piano does too...and it reminds me of people.