hillsong united concert.

it was such an amazing experience. i could stand there forever just praising God. i met an old SDC teacher corinna wong there. the line was long and i got rained on but it was all worth it cuz when i'm in there its all for God. i really got into One Way the second to last song. i praised God like i never did before and sang like i never sang before. it was just so amazing. i can't even put it in words. the whole time i had God in my mind and heart. though there were many distractions and people talking around me, i concentrated on singing for God. i was off key but i didnt care. i closed my eyes and put my hands up to surrender to Him. i never knew i could lose my voice in worship but it happened. hosanna in the highest. He is mighty to save. we are free! i pray that we could have another event like this so that Faith my sister can make it. i pray for more eye opening experiences like this again. nothing can separate us now. nothing can separate me from God again. felix and tiff won their new album. i really want it. no reason at all. desert song. even tho i didnt win anything i bought a poster and i caught something they were throwing out. all i need is you Lord.

i can't stop thinking about how amazing it was. it's still in my head, how everything went. praising God with my brothers and sisters in Christ.

my sadness...

my sadness is seeing your sadness,
it might not be sadness to you but its just so depressing...
to see those words you've written...

happiness can be kept
u gotta hold on to it
even if it leaves...
even if it fades away...
there will still be more times of happiness
your friends will never leave you, i will never leave you.

time is passing by so quickly, its all gone before i know it...
i need more happiness in my life...

first times

today my first time
-karaoke
-jamba juice
-eating in such a nice jap restaurant.
-eating a Big Mac (im azn i buy things from the dollar menu =D)

it was just so much fun =) though i was the only girl there, i still managed to have fun with those weird guys. i wanna karaoke again!! ;D

you picked the song for me.
when there was me and you
and when you smiled you made me feel like i could sing along
lyrics sang just for you, although you didn't notice it...
我很开心今天可以和你一起，陪你。<3

hillsong concert tomorrow!

LOVE OUT LOUD [LOL]

Love Out Loud.
my notes from Jesus Day,6/3/09
three words of love
eros in greek means sexual love
philos means friendship
agape means selfless and self-giving love, agape love is loyal, it is a higher form of love, steadfastness, kindess, not emotional response to beauty. Divine Love.
God's love does NOT change.
to Jesus the most outstanding sin was lovelessness.

I learned so much today. It really helped me.
i gotta put what i learned to use.

there are people that care about me.
i shouldn't let them worry.
although they care, i gotta hide my deepest sadness from them...

Cry in my Heart

for what do i have, if i don't have you Jesus...

some people may ask why passion for praise?
praising God is my passion
its what makes me lively sometimes
worshiping God.

there's a cry in my heart. ..
there are times when you just feel all alone.
I'm all alone in this world.
when no one understands...
God is the one that does.
never again will i look away from Him.

Love Out Loud [LOL]
~Jesus Day

my savior, my closest friend, i will worship you until the very end...

naturally unhappy?

am i a naturally unhappy person?naturally just wanting to be alone and away from everyone?
sometimes i just wanna be alone...
it feels like the outside world is too much for me. like i just wanna be alone.
time isn't going by slow, it's going by so fast.

i just want friday to come. i live for my weekends.

hillsong concert 6/5

2 days

过了倆天了。他没有打电话給我了。我们的距离是不是再多了。我以为他每一星期会记得，可是今天他没有问我他要不要打给我。我真的不明白他。爱情不容易的。